I missed out on my love’s christmas present this year. Wanted to post it to him but nah.. Shall make it up to him by his birthday next year/ before instead.. I don’t need an occasion just to love you, do i?
♥
My 29th teeth is growing and is such a pain whenever i chew!! ):
BAD.
Am still sick from last Friday.. What a weakie you are, teressa!
What crap huh!
Aight, am outta here~
With all that i have in hand, i wished to share my joy with you.. It doesn’t matter where you’re at, i just need to know who your heart’s with.. Not wanting me to count for long enough, you left me to look forward to with nothing much either.. Tell me why; how did it all ended up like this.. I’ve tried every way to compromise.. I want us to talk but there, you’re not even giving me a chance to.. We both were hurt then though in different ways.. We knew where we both came from. Ain’t it time you string up whatever you wanted to say then? Not every thing that’s broken can be pieced again overnight. Just like completing a jigsaw puzzle- you take time matching up every one lil’ piece of it and when it’s done you glue the whole. Yet when you want to dismantle it, with a little effort and force, it breaks apart. Unfortunately it’ll never be as perfect like before when it first was no matter what you do to piece them back together. Seems like we had completed our puzzle too soon. Now, it’s been broken long before i realise, right?
For once more, take me for a fool wanting to fulfil..
Till Christmas, Prettybites.
You know sometimes when you’re trying hard enough or at least you feel so, then again you gotten yourself rejected by that one person.. And from there; you’re sick, you’re tired. Next up, you’d start to cry out ‘why?’.. Over and again as time goes by.. You may be numbed on the outside but little will people know- that feeling becomes a phobia.
I’m keeping my words. What about you?/ Have you?
‘This is it.’
BOO… TERESSA’S HOME ALONE. LIKE WHAT THE ****!!! MOMO AND SISSY-S ABANDONED ME AND WENT AHEAD WITH SHOPPING!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes, i ‘koped’ this picture from Mr. Kwan’s FB photos… Ace, i miss you; you know like the times when you go round my legs frightening the shit outta me.. ):
Aight, am out of here.. My dark circles are starting to appear..
Consulted the doctor this evening and only then i know that my wound is a 2nd-degree-burn.. He blamed it on “my biker-boyfriend”.. Whatever you, Dr. Lim! And instead of washing my wound and covering it with melolin everyday, throughout the day; now i have to wash the dang wound with chlorhexidine solution; apply baneocin(antisceptic powder); cover it with gauze swab; take vitamin-C and some korzen tablet to prevent inflammation and swelling of the wound.. What a hassel, no? I wonder when the hell is it gonna recover fully.. Dr. Lim examined the skin around the wound and told me that i have sensitive skin and that the burn is sure to leave an awful scar for the next few months.. (and that’s when i almost cried out..) I’m really upset over it.
Anyhow, i love momo deep-deeppp!!! She bought me the big stitch that i had always wanted and that’s my christmas present from her!!! *laughs* I’m already 18 and still, knowing i really love stitch and big plushies, momo bought me one!!! How else cool can my mum get huh?!♥ (:(:(:
Boo.. There’s work again as usual.(well, i skipped it today..) Things have changed.. My aunt’s been demanding a lil’ too much about me pushing sales for her shop. That’s it, i’m mad at her but shall keep my respect for her and do a good job outta it and no more, i’m done working for her from then. [Grrrr~]
Okay, my wound’s staining the gauze with blood now.. But Dr. Lim said it ain’t infected!!! Why and what the hell is happening man?!…
Yes, i’m finally home. So after work at my aunt’s shop, it was a plan to meet MeiQi, who’s with Joey, supposedly to get a dress for some wedding lunch. Yet my aunt didn’t allow me to go just ’cause she wants me at work regardless of reason since the wedding lunch falls on a Saturday. How unreasonable huh?! ): So poof, i dropped the idea of getting a new dress. Wanting to spend and not being able to walk for long thanks to my dumb wounded leg, MeiQi and i agreed to chill out after Joey left. And there, we spent our last 2hours at K-Box. Had 2glasses of lemon honey and 1vodka lime each.. *eew.. i feel sick inside..* It’s been so long since i last had even a drop of alcohol.. Oh well, i’m just another weakie next door. ):
Anyway.. Cheer up, girlfriend! Everything will be fine(well at least i will pray for it to be).. I’ll always be there for you. ♥.
Oh yeah, whilst i was on my way trainning down to town, i met YeeLin!!!! Indeed, it’s that babe whom i have yet to meet ever since i stopped work at TTSH. Goodness, i miss her sooo much!!!! But our topic on the way was a sad one. I feel all crushed up inside of me.. I do miss him too despite not having him these past months and more to go.. ): So yeah, i’m gonna date YeeLin the babe out real soon..
Aight, bed-time. Still, i don’t feel happy today(whichever it is that i meant)..
My right leg is so awful with a 10cm x10cm melolin-patch covered over the burnt. I was told to cover it at all times to prevent it from being infected.. Yet it’s bleeding so much that i would rather if it’s pus instead. Having to climb that dang flight of stairs everyday is a killer man.. The burnt stings more than it did when it was still fresh! Changing the melolin daily disgusts me ttm. I can see how ugly a scar it will leave for long.. Bitch, you burnttyyy!!!!! I’m not gonna care a thing about you anymore! Go ahead and rot! I DON’T BOTHER! *sniffs* )’:
You may find me an irritant, looking for you each time i have minor issues.. But other than you, i just can’t seem to put myself bugging any other about anything.. Besides it’s always you i think of whom comes first when i needed someone to turn to..
You said that you dozed off when i called. After all that texts exchanged- Is being sorry for disrupting your beauty sleep, sarcastic; when all you did was sleeping late almost every night due to school? You said now ain’t our time- fine by me then. You said we’ll still be friends, but look where we’re at now.. There’re still other things that you said to me.. Do you remember what you said then to me? It matters.
These months passed and each day i tried without giving up being ‘just a friend’. Yet at times, you make me feel that you’re keeping a distance between us and thus, me giving up.. This only proves me one thing- i’ve failed, i don’t even know how to be that ‘friend’ you want me to be..
Though i’ve been awaiting for December to start since it’d be the holidays for you and that you may have a lil’ some time for me.. Guess you aren’t even available to reach to for me.. Once again, fine by me.
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So finally it marks then end of work at Raffles City. I’m really glad to leave. Well, at least i don’t have to put up with all that nonsense from idiots. But nonetheless, i’ve made great friends outta there too! (:(:
Now, i really wish for a speedy recovery for my wound. No more phantom rides again man.. ):
Hollow.
Teressa's Nonsense 