… you’ll just tend to feel insecure all over and flashbacks from the past return so freshly making yourself think there’s a chance to change the end of the path that yourself had walked.. Dear self, where have you been? To be back at the past once more or to keep going hoping for a different future….
13th August, Saturday
Spent a damn saturday at work from 1000-1630hours just passing time like grrr. Having to skip band practice was cruel enough for me but wasting time at work is worst. Thank goodness baby came to the rescue and we decided on hunting for his mom’s birthday present. Though we were kinda aimless at the start, we managed to settle on an osim usqueeze for his dearest mom.. What a lovely boy.. 🙂 Oh, and some great dinner we had at wheelock despite not having much appetite..
I’m starting to wonder if i should leave my job.. Every day i only have myself to wonder if the situation may just get better the next day.. But for the entire past week, my dear boy had to tolerate me with all the rants right from the moment we meet till he sends me home. And that made me realize how dependent on him ive became.. Boo me. Tomorrow is just the start of another hectic week. Oh well…..
Teressa's Nonsense 