A series of incidents happened, stacked on top of one another as they come, every other day..
Work is over for me and till this moment i feel i’ve not wronged anyone out there for all that i’ve been living with for the past few months until it striked my mind how much an idiot i’ve been. Totally see no reason why should i feel obliged to even be bothered trying to do my part holding basic responsibilities whilst at work when im merely a part-timer. I tried not to be calculative but all i get in return is being taken granted for time and again just because the other has a duper innocent face/simple-minded-ness.. Then again, others who seem sensitive much/plain paranoid reacted to whatever that was never meant for them and that- unhappiness arised. Shall turn it into a blessing in disguise then since im pretty redundant with full manpower at work now.. It’s just upsetting how people can choose to be nonchalant about deeper facts than whatever that appears on the surface. Oh well…
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Then again at times having seeked for the truths may not always be the best though everyone agreed that the awkwardness has had been cleared.. Now i wonder if it was ever supposed to be for me to know whatever that was always the least of concerns i always have..
Besides, the constant feeling of my boy getting a little too comfy getting used-to the way i am, brings my confidence about us a futher dive down.. Not to be mistaken, it’s not about him.. but yours truely, myself. Should i…? If so, when then…? If not, how…?
Praying for the rest of July to be of a little peaceful. Can’t wait for school to resume the following week and of course to catch up with dearieyann and spend more time with the boy. And all these starts later in the evening!! Peace.
Before i go guess what i found from the net…
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tempted to order online.. hmmm….
*Shooed outta here*