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8th June, Friday

A warm cozy meet-up with the simmers before school starts.. Though not everyone was able to make it, still we chilled to the max! (:

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10th July, Sunday

Breakfast at HATCHED with the boy before heading for tanning at sentosa.

One word=SATISFYING!

Some cookies i can’t resist after seeing them.. Bought and shared them with the boy’s little cousin and my cousins. The kids just love colorful sweet stuffs..

Ohyeah, the GAMEBOY fooled many including myself!! haha! It’s a silicon one so totally perfect for my white apple. And the kitty stickers fills me with childhood memories of how crazy i get over it.. Yeap, bought them and sticked it on individual acrylic cases. And the best deal about the stickers was it comes for back AND front!! Pretty cheap too! (:

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EXCITED MUCH FOR SEMESTER 4!!

Many of times we tend to look back on things we miss. I say it’s just human to be. What was mine but not after and became another’s- the feeling is terrible.. And at such hour, i wish what was long gone still belongs to me.. At least it’s enough for me to rest my head and sleep on in hope for one of those dreams i have that leaves me only to wake up with the widest smile. In denial or not..

Hmmm. Let’s hope i wake up with these thoughts away and spend the rest of the day fine with the boy.. Dear Sun, i would need you so much!

A series of incidents happened, stacked on top of one another as they come, every other day..

Work is over for me and till this moment i feel i’ve not wronged anyone out there for all that i’ve been living with for the past few months until it striked my mind how much an idiot i’ve been. Totally see no reason why should i feel obliged to even be bothered trying to do my part holding basic responsibilities whilst at work when im merely a part-timer. I tried not to be calculative but all i get in return is being taken granted for time and again just because the other has a duper innocent face/simple-minded-ness.. Then again, others who seem sensitive much/plain paranoid reacted to whatever that was never meant for them and that- unhappiness arised. Shall turn it into a blessing in disguise then since im pretty redundant with full manpower at work now.. It’s just upsetting how people can choose to be nonchalant about deeper facts than whatever that appears on the surface. Oh well…

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Then again at times having seeked for the truths may not always be the best though everyone agreed that the awkwardness has had been cleared.. Now i wonder if it was ever supposed to be for me to know whatever that was always the least of concerns i always have..

Besides, the constant feeling of my boy getting a little too comfy getting used-to the way i am, brings my confidence about us a futher dive down.. Not to be mistaken, it’s not about him.. but yours truely, myself. Should i…? If so, when then…? If not, how…?

Praying for the rest of July to be of a little peaceful. Can’t wait for school to resume the following week and of course to catch up with dearieyann and spend more time with the boy. And all these starts later in the evening!! Peace.

Before i go guess what i found from the net…

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tempted to order online.. hmmm….

*Shooed outta here*