i know you no longer read prettybites anymore, but if you ever do pop by this page again, i want you to see this..
DEAR C,
I DON’T LIKE YOU.
I DON’T MISS YOU THAT MUCH, NOT ANYMORE.
I DON’T NEED YOU TO BE BY MY SIDE ALL 24/7 LIKE BEFORE.
BECAUSE OF YOU, I’M BECOMING STRONGER AS THE DAYS PASS.
BECAUSE OF YOU, I’VE FOUND INSPIRATIONS.
BECAUSE OF YOU, I’D NEVER THINK OF GIVING UP IN LIFE.
You told me we’ll never know what lies ahead in the future for us.. Your friend told me the future don’t matter but the present that means. And i’m telling you now, because i know it how priceless you are, im bent on waiting for you. All because you’re worth it to me. Others may think otherwise, but right from the start i told before that beauty lies ONLY in the eyes of the beholder. You laughed at me then being all cliché but i hope you see now i meant my words to you right from the beginning when i took up the risk and that’s falling for you. All that i’m doing and saying is not to feed your ego, but more of the courage i’ve been building on to express myself clearly enough to you. i just really want you to know, it’s not that you’re never good enough, neither myself deserving better; but for who you are that makes me a whole again. There’s not a way more i can think of to put into words how much i’ve fallen for you because words don’t mean anymore when the hearts starts to call.. Feelings. That’s my answer to you how much you actually mean to me.
i’m really glad to know you’re still reading the lil’ book i wrote for you randomly like i told you to.. As much as i couldn’t believe it but i’ll take it as a fact still. See, i never outwit you in anything huh..? You know best.