It’s back again.

I had a bad fall landing on my right knee so heavily that i had difficulty walking even just on slopes.. needless to say for stairs.. It happened almost two years ago.. Somehow since a day ago, the pain acted up again. And worst more, it’s very sudden that im feeling the pain again.. i hope all’s well. =/

Anyhow, there’s lecture tomorrow evening to make up for cny week. Friday evening lectures is equivalent to spoiling the start of your weekends..

I should have started on what i wanted to do two months back, but im nowhere near the starting point. Nonetheless, next week is term break meaning to say it’s time to work on finance project and revision for two online quizzes. How now? i dont feel the support i need to back me up on what i wanna do.. =( arghhhh~

Shall start thinking of what to wear to school.. hmmm, maybe i can paint my nails before school too! Save the trouble of rushing it on saturday before Joyce’s 21st party. Cant wait to meet that bubbly girl and ex-colleagues too!♥ heh, now im feeling excited at this unearthly hour! Goodnight, prettybites!

With a little spare time..

Yes, dear cyber diary, indeed ive been neglecting the emptiness in you for the last couple of months. But that wasn’t really my intention especially when i had to keep up with school and revision for the end-year exams, helping my aunt at her shop during festive season, getting over my disappointing results then.. Oh well at least im over it(almost..) A little update here and that’s im back in school for only a night each week due to repeating a failed module, not exactly looking for a new job but then still running roadshow for epsy. Most unfortunate is the plan on a blogshop being onhold ‘cuz of a series of discouragement everywhere. Then, there’s always a time you face being caught in-between despite how much you’d really wanna do that something, onething, so damn much.. Honestly, i just feel all hopes on that are dashed, but i know i got my man pushing me from behind always, and nonetheless, my dearieyann♥ Despite her packed up schedule, she calls to meet me on her school-less day. Spending a day out with her is always awesome ‘cuz we can share with one another about almost everything under the sun but most importantly, i appreciate. (: Not forgetting, having missed the chance to perform with the alumni band made me wanna try harder for the next round if given another chance since my schedule is more than available to choose what i really wanna do too. That night’s performance- AMAZING!

And right now, im gonna catch ameican idol 11 before i call it a day and pump up energy for a short roadshow till after lunch. I hope i’ll be as active in here again as on i am in instagram!(:

p.s. i wish i could at least love you as a friend, C.. but i know not unless a miracle is here..