i’ve never stopped trying..

This is the time i should be worrying about giving the best last shot for my CA2 assignments and plan a revision schedule soon before the semester ends for a break before exams; less of the other issues. But i can’t do it at the moment or at least until i’ve cleared the clouds above my head. i just wish to take everything a step at a time and not rush into impulsive acts again for the price to pay is too much for me to handle. Then again, i hope that if the day i have to look back and turn to you comes, you’ll be there for me. i don’t need you to wait on mere one-sided hopes till then, i just wish you would be there as a friend. i’ve been there for you for the longest time i could have been, but if then and you didn’t see me there, there’s nothing more i can do now to be there for you like how i’ve always been. We’re all in a different situation from before; only you can help yourself out of it. Other than being your listening ear, nothing more can be expected from me to you.. i just hope you would understand where im coming from. A part of me wants you to stay but just not this way.. i really don’t like being caught in between what i’ve yearned for so long then and what i’m blessed with to have now. Why is it ever so difficult just for all of us to be happy the way we were when we first met..? Is this really my fault..? 😦

Enough said, back to my law assignment now..

Worrying much.

i guess the title of the post says it all..

Back after a month..

Finally, im almost done with all my CA1 assignments other than having to touch up a little more for the website before presentation which is merely three weeks away.. At least the best part is -im left with law CA2 assignment while the other two modules are in good hands of my groupmates. All these assignments took up quite a bit of my revision time and very soon i would need to catch up with full concentration. Oh yes, it’s been a month since i last had brunch and weekend dates with js.. 😦 Lately, i’ve been caught up with my school work so much that ive been neglecting him too.. Hopefully,, i’ll pass this semester with reasonable grades and finally graduate.. By then i should have more time for him.. Can’t help but have been looking forward for this weekend since im more or less free from assignments and most importantly, js decided for friday night movie! Though not much have been planned for Sat and Sun, i still hope it’s not gonna be any bit of disappointment.. Also, i realized how much lesser we’ve been meeting since semester5 commenced.. especially so when lectures are scheduled three consecutive nights(Tue-Thur)..

Weekends, oh weekends.. Know how much you mean to me now..? *pouts*