Paused.

Due to a little unhappiness over the past weekend, I’ve decided to take a few steps back, watching the world pass.. Then I wondered if I’m behaving oddly, feeling cold inside my soul.. No, I’m not lost. I’m merely having so much thoughts up in my head that laying them would just make things uglier.

That aside, I’m glad to have friends who randomly brightened up my days for the week.. What more to ask for than a random text that could make you wear the sweetest smile for the entire day? There, the weekends greet in hours, I’ll be seeing my baby! Just hoping my sunshine would stay by my side a little longer..

All’s well thus far…

New year, new resolutions…? Nehh, can’t really be bothered much about resolutions. So now, I’ve left the nasty year behind having found a closure to it, it’s time to welcome a better year ahead..

Nye wasn’t really a blast cuz’ I didn’t get to spend time with friends at the BBQ and catching up, but still made the best out of what I could and that’s to accompany my mom instead.. Somehow I just can never leave her spending ‘special’ days alone.. After which, I took off only at 11-ish to meet jS and join his friends for the countdown. I’m glad that once again I made the right choice.. Anyhow, jS and I were almost late for the countdown!!! Damn the stubborn taxi-driver! Thankfully we managed to set in at new asia bar just minutes away from missing a full blast of fireworks.. Great place, great ambience, great company.. Nothing more I can ask for… So that was it, a cool 2014..

On the first day of work after long breaks, god played a little trick and ‘surprised’ me after so many years.. I met C on the train. Yes, him.. All these years ever since he left my side, we hardly even meet. Thus I’ve been hoping to bump into him wherever, whenever, anywhere possible.. But it never happen, not even once.. Instead it’s always friends texting me ‘guess who I saw..’. It’s surprising cuz’ ever since he graduated and started work, he’s been driving even despite having his license revoked.. When I saw him, my mind was racing with thoughts whether to text ‘hi, I think I saw you..’ So much for leaving our past behind, I did it. I was thinking from where he stood, he prolly saw me unless he was in deep thoughts/ a complete blank mind purely listening to music/ he really just didn’t want to speak to me.. Since I saw him walking out that cabin, I felt polite only to say ‘hi’.. No more than that.. (: On a side note, it wasn’t that bad after all.. I guess god will give you whatever you ask for in just a matter of time.. Whether you want it still, it’s another matter.. So thank you.

Moving on, just over the weekend, I had a great workout from badminton with jS and friends. Always good to have a community club and gym in the vicinity! Lesser excuses of not exercising.. Everyone agreed it was all good 2-hours of perspiration and we should do it bi-weekly! With that, I’m more determine to visit the gym and tracks again! (: Also, a good friend of mine gotten me one the coolest gift ever, a PEBBLE. It’s a multi-purpose watch which I have yet to meddle with but I’m sure it’s gonna be my next best running companion! Oh yeah, I’ve started to eat my leaves too! Found the perfect condiment to go with, I foresee a healthier diet now!

A great start, ain’t it? Cheers to a better-greater year!