Given a chance to turn back time, i wish i had never met him then but later than now. Maybe that way so, things would be better off for me than what’s on my side now. Because he means so much to me, im gonna confess here- im holding on for he’s worthy. i promised and will keep it- for the remaining two years till graduation, that’s if i make it through every semester despite the cons of part-time studies, studies is my main focus, none else. But i’ll pray he doesn’t get hurt even by weeny bit in any aspects since he’s gotten all that he ever wanted. Now, worry not, i won’t harbour any grudges nor will i try being a shield for him, i’ll just be there when he needs someone to let whatever he has off his chest.. To be able being his confidante, that’s the most i can do.. Dear you, im sorry for how all this is gonna be between us.. at least for until im done through with my first hurdle for studies. i’ll be back like before with the vigor towards you.. but just not now nor any sooner though just you know that im always there for you; i will always be there.
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Last night Johnson and myself were talking about getaways this coming December.. i hope we come up with a plan/ destination soon and execute it! Not forgetting having a great company along with us. All just so to let our hair down for a moment.. So many of so much happening lately but im simply way too lazy to post it up. Decided to take a break from my cyber-diary until im strong again to reminisce.. Till then, readers~ Just gonna spend all the time ‘mia’-ing since there’s pretty much of schoolwork to catch up on and not forgetting, having work to utilize the rest of the time.
How i wish i have 30hours a day instead so i get to sleep in for at least 9-10hours daily rather than 5-6hours..
i don’t need the blings nor a bouquet; just a stalk would make my day..
there and you were on your way..