An unhappy birthday.

I’m not happy at all.. So much to tear for on my 21st under the sheets with my plushies..

Everyone needs some peace.

The cyber-world has had been harsh in reality..
Dear, where are you?

The boy’s on another course again and has been telling me how tiring it is having to wake up so early for work.. Thus, i’ve decided to make sure he sleeps as early as possible. He did it last night but i wonder if it actually worked. Well at least at this hour when im tapping my keypad, he’s sleeping already. May or not be meeting tomorrow(depends on how fast i recover), i miss the boy, but it’s okay, im sure to have him on weekends(almost every time) though not this friday either since he’s working till late night. Hmmm.. Honestly, i can’t think of anything more to do other than studying for my pathetic finance paper on 1st June. CA results have yet to be released to prepare myself mentally how much more i needa work on to ace my paper. In hope to attain at least an overall B grade for a repeated module. Not sure how im gonna do it especially so when it’s so demoralizing having the paper on the day after my birthday. grrrr. It’s my 21st!! Still, not feeling any older since the boy is still much older.. *hehee* =x Shall take the medicine before sleeping soon.. Been so sick the past few days.. Body’s getting weaker.. 😦 Needs to do something about it man.. i’ve lost too much weight and looking terribly skinny again.. Very unhealthy and disgusting to look at.. *poof*