Amazed.

woah, it’s been a really long time ago since i last stayed home on weekends just doing assignments all day. and the damn thing is i had to get a new pen just when i was starting off my second essay. it’s stupid too how i can’t think and tap everything into microsoft words immediately but to write it out on paper and rewriting it in my lappy later on. damndamndamndamn! just when will i be able to cut down on doing double-work man.. i hope.. no i pray that god will help enlighten me a lot more about what else to write. im not even midway of my 2nd essay and the 3rd is gonna kill even more. i’ll prolly be out of words when i go to school on monday due to all that reading and writing. boo me, i suck. seriously, i can’t help but to feel dumb. ): shit, my brains are so tired now that i don’t know what else i wanted to rant.. byebyebye prettybites, im gonna have to neglect you for awhile.. i’ve never felt like this before that should anyone talk to me for more than 5minutes, i’ll get damn irritated. yet i just refuse to shut down my lappy. urghh, ftw man.

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on a different note, i wanna watch DEAR JOHN & ALICE IN WONDERLAND!!! but no time for movies. sad ttm.

*gone in a poof*

omgdness!

Yes, goodness me.. i hate assignments. im doing it on a last minute basis. im starting to dread school. i hate it altogether. school’s gonna reopen!!! help.

):

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on a another note, im glad. for once i feel appreciated. by a sweet young lady of the name carol/karol who lives two blocks away from me. it’s a pity she can’t see. well, at least she remembers me though i merely met her twice. thank you, young lady. ♥

(sinking my head into my assignments)

Leave the heart to pump some blood.

And so, i’ve decided to unlock a post way back… ♥

After speaking to my friend today, i get no answers still. The most i could absorb was ‘to believe what i believe..’

Till im done with the most i can do..

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[Barghhh!..] There’s work tomorrow and damn ’cause my new pair of spectacles are giving me dizzy spells. To think i actually paid a hefty sum due to impulse. DAMN. Oh, i must comment that i love my concealer!! Have yet to try my nude gloss! (: Please, i’m not vain. Aight, am outta here.

After six months.

TTTW’s dvd is finally realeased at HMV! but, …………………………………………….

i don’t wanna have to watch it alone. Maybe, i could read the book again. By then when im done, we could watch it together, wherever. Maybe? …

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That’s it! Im giving my hair time to grow more; longer; thicker, and may the curls straighten more.. Sissy’s friends came over for dinner and one of them(alvin) commented that it looks ‘plastic’!! WTF right?! He says it doesn’t suit me and my hair-ends are super dry. But the last time when he saw me with my duper-long-rebonded hair, the ends were equally dry too! Hmmm, i simply can’t understand guys anymore. Am so gonna do silk rebonding after 6/more months of cool period for my hair.. Honestly, i don’t like the curls; don’t ask me why i did it either. So this is my plan for my hair- silk rebond(again), satisfied= heck care from then, otherwise= cut short. And i mean it! Hurray, on monday im gonna collect my new pair of spectacles(i think it doesn’t suit my hairdo/outlook either. *screwed man*) with winson. How great, i haven’t been staying home studying as i planned to. HOW?!?!~ Last night study midway then went to meet songming, tiffany and t.k for supper. Tsktsk, teressa’s getting back on her fat-gaining track again. ): Holidays→staying up late doing mundane chores. Just a week of holiday left. ): x2

Godd… i need a job.

Outta here~

Lunar new year/ valentines’..

What the hell~! I’m literally forced to gamble this year.. Like what’s new man.. Mahjong every year without fail.. I hate bossy people within my family.. I hate visitings.. Yes, I hate every lunar new year.. Besides, it’s valentines’ altogether.. ): though im not the kind who’d bother much about valentines’, wouldn’t it be better if there’s someone you love to spend the day with you at least?.. I miss the one whom I had valentines’ with almost everyday when we were together.. I’ll always remember the candy him.. God, I miss him..

Aight, enough of emotions..
Happy lunar new year/ valentines’ peeps!! 

Holiday?

To sum up what i’d need to do away with during my two weeks;

1. MPO. individual assignment
2. BUS. ENG. individual assignment (for fuck that i didn’t highlight the mistakes and planted answers)
3. BUS. Math. group assignment
4. readings for all three modules- four lectures of texts each

urghh. I hope Dr Maurice doesn’t send out anymore math assignments during these two weeks. PRAY!!! 

Aight, BED-TIME!

i really don’t have any mood to do my hair later in the noon..

Burnt.

ive gotten my clothes and spectacles.. damn me myself for burning my pocket within the past few days..

I’ve been writing and starting to wonder..

When will it be that you’d be reading..

It’s a diary, written for you only.

Baby, it feels just as if when im with you.

*wee-oh-weet ah!!* Finally my kate spade cover touched down in sg! HAPPY!:D

i know.. so damn hot right!!! (heh!) and yes, because of it i was late for math lecture but luckily in time for the new chapter.. thank you, sheng and t.k!!

Pretty bitch! (:

Dead-brains.

Ranting- there’s school tonight and im sooo tempted to give it a miss. What’s more, im having stuffy nose again! My math texts have been laying on the table but still im not touching it(maybe after im done here). Yes, im not working again and for the next two weeks, it’s the holidays(though i’d need to work on three modules of assignments). CHEERIOS still! (: And come this friday, girl-friend and i would be doing our hair, before my lecture starts, at jeanyip(: Should i snip away my oh-so-long hair?? And she wants to drink after i end school. Hmmm.. Will see how soon i can recover this round. She’s one troubled girl in a relationship man. *tsktsk* Someone once told me that now is the time he concentrates on studies and less of other things.. Though i really beg to differ his statement then, i totally agree with him now. Get myself a boyfriend with this current schedule, he’d probably think that i don’t love him at all. It’s gonna be another 2.5years.. Damn. Well, what can i say uh? Aight, am outta here.. Piles of exercises to complete for math. ):

Not so at peace.

Cry

I don’t know why but I just feel like crying out..

and i miss baybee.c..